its been a month since ryan decided that he does want to have nothing to do with me.
he has no empathy at all for me. i hurt i just hurt it feels like there is a hole open in my heart,,,i feel sad i though i thoght ryan was different i thought he
was more kinder and more concerned about me .
.....i i suicide is so very real..and when people tell ya stuff limke ya got a pity party.....welll theres that knife stab in my heart
i,i,miss the show i miss ron amd jason and ryan and the craziness
it was so damn funnyy....
.....i swear swear i didnt mean to hurt ya ryan i swear


nawl