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PEACE
THESE WORDS ARE FRON"GIFTS FROM A COURSE OF MIRACLES"
Peace is all encompassing,embracing our hearts and minds,our relationships,and our world.We can nothope to create a peaceful world if we ourselves are not in peace.Peace like love ,it says must first be uncovered within and extended through our relatgionships in everf wideneing ,ever more inclusive circles ,until eventaully
peace encompasseseveryone "without exception and reserve".This inner peace is not something that we can create but rather something that already exists within usas part of ourtrue identity.
R ecognizing this peaceand extending it in the worldrequires moving obstacles- the fears and fantansies,anger,defenses and distortions-that keep our true identity
from being known to us.More over,as we relenquish these obstacles,we discover that we never really needed them in the first place.Rather,we find our true SELF has no need for anger ,fear,or defensiveness and is naturually loving,joyous,and peaceful.
To the extent that we recognize the love,joy,and peacethat constitutesour true identity,to the extent we desire to share them.Such sharing is both the means ,forand the result of removing obstacles to the awarenessof our SELF
and our inner peace.
Offering peace to others is a way of offering peace to ourselves.and a natural result of having it is sharung it.
WOW HOW BEAUTIFUL IS THAT!!!!!!
NAWLS
Peace is all encompassing,embracing our hearts and minds,our relationships,and our world.We can nothope to create a peaceful world if we ourselves are not in peace.Peace like love ,it says must first be uncovered within and extended through our relatgionships in everf wideneing ,ever more inclusive circles ,until eventaully
peace encompasseseveryone "without exception and reserve".This inner peace is not something that we can create but rather something that already exists within usas part of ourtrue identity.
R ecognizing this peaceand extending it in the worldrequires moving obstacles- the fears and fantansies,anger,defenses and distortions-that keep our true identity
from being known to us.More over,as we relenquish these obstacles,we discover that we never really needed them in the first place.Rather,we find our true SELF has no need for anger ,fear,or defensiveness and is naturually loving,joyous,and peaceful.
To the extent that we recognize the love,joy,and peacethat constitutesour true identity,to the extent we desire to share them.Such sharing is both the means ,forand the result of removing obstacles to the awarenessof our SELF
and our inner peace.
Offering peace to others is a way of offering peace to ourselves.and a natural result of having it is sharung it.
WOW HOW BEAUTIFUL IS THAT!!!!!!
NAWLS
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
its been a month since ryan decided that he does want to have nothing to do with me.
he has no empathy at all for me. i hurt i just hurt it feels like there is a hole open in my heart,,,i feel sad i though i thoght ryan was different i thought he
was more kinder and more concerned about me .
.....i i suicide is so very real..and when people tell ya stuff limke ya got a pity party.....welll theres that knife stab in my heart
i,i,miss the show i miss ron amd jason and ryan and the craziness
it was so damn funnyy....
.....i swear swear i didnt mean to hurt ya ryan i swear
nawl
he has no empathy at all for me. i hurt i just hurt it feels like there is a hole open in my heart,,,i feel sad i though i thoght ryan was different i thought he
was more kinder and more concerned about me .
.....i i suicide is so very real..and when people tell ya stuff limke ya got a pity party.....welll theres that knife stab in my heart
i,i,miss the show i miss ron amd jason and ryan and the craziness
it was so damn funnyy....
.....i swear swear i didnt mean to hurt ya ryan i swear
nawl
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Wow its been almost a month since the ryan episode.So many questios ,thoughts,
as to what went wrong .I miss ryan terriblky ,although ,i dont cry as much,there is still an empty hole in my heart for him,so ,many things ryan said to me,so many hurtful things ,and yet mi allowed him to say it .WHy?
I was so afriad he would stop writing to me .I mean he said many hurtful things and the friendship was one sided but....i accepted ,it was better than nothing.
i hurt i hurt now,,i miss him so very much.yet ,he didnt care about my welfare\
.....he didnt care,...omg i must stop now the pain is flooding back to me
nawl
as to what went wrong .I miss ryan terriblky ,although ,i dont cry as much,there is still an empty hole in my heart for him,so ,many things ryan said to me,so many hurtful things ,and yet mi allowed him to say it .WHy?
I was so afriad he would stop writing to me .I mean he said many hurtful things and the friendship was one sided but....i accepted ,it was better than nothing.
i hurt i hurt now,,i miss him so very much.yet ,he didnt care about my welfare\
.....he didnt care,...omg i must stop now the pain is flooding back to me
nawl
Sunday, June 7, 2009
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