Sunday, February 20, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
here Iam 3am tuesday morning writing, deamn,havent written in this in such a long time, things were going great . have gotten sortaq over my fucking ex canadain freind.
dont know where to begin what to say or know exactly how i feel . so many things has happened. ryan still hasnt accepted the olive branch and well now i say fuck him. he was so right things change and i cant make people like me and its ok if they dont. its their fucking problrm. here it comes the flood of emotions tears ,confuion,sadness, i just want all to like me in this grest big world but reaslistically ,i realize thats just insane and harmful and hurtful for me to expect that, hey whoever doesnt like me its their pron\blem ,right on.
so much has happened since my last entry,a fired social worker a hospitaliztion a new hobby photography a new social worker a short try at volunteering,being vunerable ,letting out my emotions only to get stepped on by the upper class assholes thst run sunrise assisted living centers enjoyed the people the residents that is but for 1 or 2 exceptions upper mangement screwed mr, now i can see why i must stay away from the authority figures as dr glade sdaid,
thsese people are politiak stuffy snobs who looked down upon me the lower class .or at least that s what it appeared to me ,i loved the residents ...but honestly i was bored,there wasnt much for me to do and once patrice left wellmit got real bad smart ass glorified recetionists telling dint vi=olunteer to patrce come bac 6 more weeks i cried i got depressed wanted to die then i got angry hahaahah janet thretaetened me that i would get ib troubk=le even thretened to call 911 asshole what were they going to di send s sqaud car after me asshole
it made realize and and made ne be grateful that i didnt get that job there i would have lasted 1 day wuth these snobby upper class bitches, political it makes me angry very angry , its like they see me get upset and bam i am unstable fir thid\]s volunteer job dont see too many people volunteering there gee wonder whyaaaaaaaaaaaaa///assholes
and there
dont know where to begin what to say or know exactly how i feel . so many things has happened. ryan still hasnt accepted the olive branch and well now i say fuck him. he was so right things change and i cant make people like me and its ok if they dont. its their fucking problrm. here it comes the flood of emotions tears ,confuion,sadness, i just want all to like me in this grest big world but reaslistically ,i realize thats just insane and harmful and hurtful for me to expect that, hey whoever doesnt like me its their pron\blem ,right on.
so much has happened since my last entry,a fired social worker a hospitaliztion a new hobby photography a new social worker a short try at volunteering,being vunerable ,letting out my emotions only to get stepped on by the upper class assholes thst run sunrise assisted living centers enjoyed the people the residents that is but for 1 or 2 exceptions upper mangement screwed mr, now i can see why i must stay away from the authority figures as dr glade sdaid,
thsese people are politiak stuffy snobs who looked down upon me the lower class .or at least that s what it appeared to me ,i loved the residents ...but honestly i was bored,there wasnt much for me to do and once patrice left wellmit got real bad smart ass glorified recetionists telling dint vi=olunteer to patrce come bac 6 more weeks i cried i got depressed wanted to die then i got angry hahaahah janet thretaetened me that i would get ib troubk=le even thretened to call 911 asshole what were they going to di send s sqaud car after me asshole
it made realize and and made ne be grateful that i didnt get that job there i would have lasted 1 day wuth these snobby upper class bitches, political it makes me angry very angry , its like they see me get upset and bam i am unstable fir thid\]s volunteer job dont see too many people volunteering there gee wonder whyaaaaaaaaaaaaa///assholes
and there
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
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